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it hurts when u know your waiting around for something that wont be there but it hurts even more to k now u hav3 to let go sometime

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Name:   sha
Location:   Kansas City, KS 66105
Sex:   Female
Status:   Single
Joined Jamglue:   359 days ago
Last active:   More than a week ago
Profile viewed:   4687 times

MI NAME IS SHA DNT GET IT TWISTED SORRY IF IM NOT ON MUCH ALOT GOING ON RIGHT NOW SO.................THERES NTN MCUH 2 SAY ABOUT M3 IM JUST SO FKN FABULOUS YO LOL<> I DNT LIKE DRAMA SO DNT B BRINGING IT 2 ME <>

SOMEONE:
i found someone and i don't know how to let gO <3

<3 <3 <3 <3 . <3

STANDS FOR HIM^

I SMILE LAUGH BUT WHATS BEHIND IT ALL????????<<>><<>><<>>>
--///-\\\----Put This♥
---|||---|||---On Your♥
---|||---|||---Bebo If♥
---|||---|||---You Know♥
----\\\-///----Someone♥
-----\\///-----Who Died♥
------///\-----Of♥
-----///\\\----Cancer♥
----///--\\\---It shows u care

WE MISS U ALOT
SHE WAS A GREAT WIFE ,DAUGHTER,AND MOTHER 2 4 CHILDREN SHE WAS A GREAT WOMEN WE MISS U JOANNA MARIE HAM <2007






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305 days ago:

hey get on yahoo!


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312 days ago:

be my fan again beotch!


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312 days ago:

please read-->hella sad
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WHO EVER HAS DONE THIS TO ANY CHILD DESERVES TO BURNIN HELL!!!!
Daddy please no........STOP!!!!!!!!
you are one sick person if you dont add your friends i feel for you if this doesnt touch you because this is just wrong. read this. its disgusting


Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes
My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend
He pats the seat in the middle; i sit
Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends

"Jessy you love me don't you" a smile
Their breathe spirts weeps
"Daddy you know i do; what is it?"
He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps

His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes
Daddys creeping up my nightie; cold hands
I try to pull his hand away;
their grip is strong!
They look at one another; nod; something planned

I feel my palms sweat; Daddys under my knickers
"Daddy im going to bed! Night" Pulling again
But there grip is to strong for weak me
I look at both; and ask, who are these men?

His fingers going up me; pulling away
His friend leans forward; a kiss? Why?
His toungue moving mine; my eyes squint
Lean back and away; "Why are you doing this?"
No answer, i feel the pain inside me; him
Chucks the quilt on the floor; me to
I try and scamper away, but im not fast
"O Daddy please, i love you"

His friend; pulling at my nightie
And my Dad pulling my pants down
His friend pinning my hands to the floor
As my Dad lies himself on the ground

I squirm; as Daddy friend pulls me up
And places me ontop of Daddy; thrusts within
I cry; i bite; i scratch; i slap; i fail
"O Daddy please you win you win!"

I can feel my skin rip; my virginity breaking free
I can feel the blood seep down my leg
"Daddy your hurting me please"
I plead to him and his friend; not even a beg

Daddys laughing; why does he laugh?
His friend shoves himself in my mouth and moans
Tieing my hands togather; moving in and out
"Ride me Jessy" He laughs and groans

They smile at one another; laugh to
They roll me over and spread me wide well
My daddy sits on my face; himself in again
While his friend talks and pushes himself inside

I can hardly breathe; i gag for air
I cough and splutter; cry and weep
I beg and plead; but its no use
Theyve already made me hurt and bleed

I stare into his eyes; that look upon me
This is not my Dad; where is he?
If he was still here; would he care
Would he actually even; see?

Finally they get off and lie me on the sofa
My cheeks blouchy from tears and pain
They play with them selfs; all over me
Rub it in; making me feel the shame

"Why Daddy? Please tell me why?"
Dad looks at his friend; and waves him away
"Jessy i love you" he smiles and kisses my cheek
"Is that all you have in your heart to say?"

He puts my nightie on me
he walks me to my bedroom door
Ever since that night; His friend
And himself every Friday come back for more

"Night sweet Girl; You are my life"
Closing the door, tears still down my face
Still the smell of him and his friend
Fade into me like disgrace


I watch the Moon go down; the sun come up
"Jessy its school" Knocking at my door
I cant help but cry; weep in pain
Because im so scared he wanted more

But one night daddy took it too far
Daddy and his friend came back for one last shot
They were worried they would get caught
So he and his friend took me to a cemetary lot

I was blindfolded and my hands were tied back
"Daddy please!! Not tonight!"
Daddy and his friend both had their last fun
After that i tried to put up a fight

I begged daddy "Please no more!"
All he could say "Shut up you stupid piece of SHIT!"
Daddy unblindfolded me at last
He said I love you so much

He went back into the car and pulled out a bat
"Daddy I swear I wont say a thing!!!!"
I was dead
After only one swing..........................

**... Please if you care for all the children and women who have been raped add your friends to this conversation
If you do not add your friends thenyou are promoting rape and violence!

YOU PERVERT



het wat happendend in the story happens n real life so lets try a raise awareness...send 2 all u no and wen ur don c if u can reach 200 people on here...if we can send ne thin else den lets send sumthin imprtant and dat can help sum 1 else...


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327 days ago:

what color was they


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327 days ago:

when


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337 days ago:

nothing really have you talked to john nemore


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337 days ago:

o really well guess what mama's im like kinda working so im like so sorry man like i have been so fucking mad


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337 days ago:

hey lil bit what are you doing yuppers me nothing being hella bored and omg man like i talk to tata the other day jajajajajaja lol man so what happen with john and i wonder why my picture wont show can you see it ?


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337 days ago:

send 2 all ur friends

People say teens don't kno da definition of luv until dey actually fall in luv. Well I have come to find out dis is true. B4 I had u in my life I had thought I had fallen in luv. Da truth is all da ones b4 were just crushes. I don't kno if u have actually found its definition, but i can honestly say I have found ir now dat u r in my life.

People say dat luv hurts. Dis I also came to find true. Luv keeps us away frm things we like to do and our responsibilities. It has us wonderin about da one we luv and not a minute goes by without thinkin of them. Luv keeps us distracted frm the things around us. So its true luv hurts, but people 4get to say," luv hurts but its all worth it @ da end."

People say you only fall truely in luv once. With one special sumone. If dis is true den u r my special sumone. And if in da future I wed sumone dats not u it means I have had to fallen in luv more den once. Because u r da reason I kno wat luv is. So if I'm not with u in da future then the statement people say is false.

People still ask, wat is luv? With u I came 2 find da answer. Luv is wen u care about sumone more den urself. Wen u find urself thinkin of them day and nite. Wen u r willin 2 give up everything includin ur life for them. Wen u don't care hot bad ur life is as long as ur special sumone is happy. Wen u just look @ them with their inner beauty. Dis is the definition of luv I came 2 find with u. Now I can honestly say with dis definition ........... I LUV U!

So let people say wat they wanna say bout luv becuz 2 me in one word luv is:



U!


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337 days ago:

im still in kansas city and im not doing anything u?


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