251 days ago:

miss you

276 days ago:

p.s.
i miss you more than a flower misses the sun in the winter..more than the sky misses its clouds...more than a tree misses his leaves..more than a stoner misses his weed..more than you now baby...
i like that pic...
it made me teary eyed..

279 days ago:

BRIAN
A little bi of things for yo to feed off of..keep God close...know ill be the closest thing other than him..keep ur chin up. Really read and apply these quotes..they helped me...

**~**"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born."
**~**"A friend knows the song of my heart and sings it to me when my memory fails."
**~**"The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when he discovers that someone else believes in him and is willing to trust him."
**~**
"Don't walk in front of me because I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me because I may not lead.
Just walk beside me and be my friend."
**~**What is a friend? I will tell you. It is a person with whom you dare to be yourself. Your soul can be naked with him. He seems to ask of you to put on nothing, only to be what you are. He does not want you to be better or worse. When you are with him, you feel as a prisoner feels who has been declared innocent. You do not have to be on your guard. You can say what you think, so long as it is genuinely you. He understands those contradictions in your nature that lead others to misjudge you. With him you breathe freely. You can avow your little vanities and envies and hates and vicious sparks, your meannesses and absurdities and, in opening them up to him, they are lost, dissolved on the white ocean of his loyality. He understands. You do not have to be careful. You can abuse him, neglect him, tolerate him. Best of all, you can keep still with him. It makes no matter. He likes you. He is like fire that purges to the bone. He understands. You can weep with him, sin with him, laugh with him, pray with him. Through it all - and underneath - he sees, knows and loves you.
A friend? What is a friend?
Just one, I repeat, with whom you dare to be yourself.For me..? its you.

**~**'The man who removes a mountain begins by carrying away small stones.

**~**Depression moods lead, almost invariably, to accidents. But, when they occur, our mood changes again, since the accident shows we can draw the world in our wake, and that we still retain some degree of power even when our spirits are low. A series of accidents creates a positively light-hearted state, out of consideration for this strange power."
**~~**The best cure for worry, depression, melancholy, brooding, is to go deliberately forth and try to lift with one's sympathy the gloom of somebody else
**~**This is my depressed stance. When you're depressed, it makes a lot of difference how you stand. The worst thing you can do is straighten up and hold your head high because then you'll start to feel better. If you're going to get any joy out of being depressed, you've got to stand like this."

(this next ones VERY improtant. Live by it for a little bit and see how u feel.)
**~**When I feel I'm procrastinating and I need motivation to continue, the following quotes seem to get me going. Procrastination is very related to my depression as it has stopped me from making positive change in my life."
**~**When blessing comes into your hands, don't forget to share to others, so that blessing will not stop in your hands. Let the blessings spread and flow from your hands infinitely." (that one reminded me of you:))
**~** "It is never too late to be what you might have been."
**~**Many of us spend our whole lives running from feeling with the mistaken belief that you cannot bear the pain. But you have already borne the pain. What you have not done is feel all you are beyond that pain.
**~**All the adversity I've had in my life, all my troubles and obstacles, have strengthened me . . . You may not realize it when it happens, but a kick in the teeth may be the best thing in the world for you."
**~**Persistence. Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence.
Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent.
Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb.
Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts.
Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent.
The slogan, 'Press on,' has solved and always will solve the problems of the human race.
**~**The hottest love has the coldest end.


P.S. i added a few songs i thouht ud like..let me know what ya think...
Much Love,
Kris